Workouts make me want to throw up.

   So here I am, doing the cliche thing of starting a blog and making a New Years resolution at the beginning of January. It kinda feels icky. I'm sure thats partially due to the fact I've been playing DDR for the past hour and have sweated more than I do even during sex. That's kinda sad. I used to have the opinion people only allowed themselves to re-gain lost weight because they stopped weighing themselves, that was a stupid thought if I've ever had one. I have steadily watched myself gain 25 lbs over the last two months and haven't done a thing about it until now.

   My legs feel wobbly and when I look at the ceiling things start to move. It feels like there's acid in my throat and coughing only makes it worse. Know this feeling? It means I'm not only fat but seriously out of shape in the cardio department. Well I'm working on it at least. My birthday is in one week and I plan on having lost almost 5 lbs by then. I figure at this weight it really shouldn't be too hard.

   I've already tracked my Raisin, Date, and Walnut Oatmeal I had this morning along with a cup of tea. Since I've already promised DBF and family my wonderful turkey meatloaf tonight I've decided to just have a Healthy Choice standby for lunch. It's the best option for now since my kitchen is filled with yummy non-heathly stuff at the moment stocked during my month long food binge.

   It's a start.

Yummy Meatloaf Recipe Next (maybe I'll get all fancy and include a picture!)